Wednesday, April 30, 2008

Friends Part II

They break up. one year five months and five days.
it's almost 520 days.
"520" which means"I love you!"

好像老天开了个玩笑

no need to say anything.

It's ABBA Time

Friday, April 18, 2008

Friends(Part I )

I just want to post everything that i've kept inside my heart.
And today i want to talk about friends.
To me, friends play an important role in my life.
And i thought that my friends are more important than my parents.
However, one girl changed my thinking.
This story about her and me is a long story......
Both of us come from China and we were in the same primary school.
she is younger than me by 2 yrs, if i am not wrong, she is borned in year 1992.
In the school we were not close friends.
but somehow, we became a good friends since we graduate from primary school.
And during that period, i think she was a great friend.
We took neoprints, she accompanied me to go to work.
there was this guy that she admired.
then, another boy helped her and told that guy that she like him.
Then they were together.
This is not the first time she has a stead.
Maybe she was afraid that her bf will not fall in love with her, but pity her so he stead with her.
Hence she left me out.[By the way, her bf is quite handsome,but her bf attitude is not good and he is a NT student and the girl is a NA student.]
I called her and sms her and asked her whether she want to go out with me.
The answer always the same, "Sorry, i'm going out with my bf."
First time like this,Second time like this and third time also the same.
I understand already.
She is not a friend to me, she just a ex-classmate.
After that happened, I tried to learn to do everything alone.
I enjoy it very well.
I went to K-Box alone, took neoprint alone, shopping alone or with my mother.
By that time, I think that family members is always the first place inside my heart.
And friends....may be second or third...i don't know....
the place of friends inside my heart depends on how you take initiative to contribute to our relationship.
If you treat me as a good friend, i will treat you as good as you treat me.
"Best friends share troubles,chocolates,go shopping together & also bad times.
Best friends do the stupidest things together. (quote from my pencil case.)
So when i see any interesting things i would like to share with my friends.
because i think whatever i have i may share with them, only one reason: THEY ARE MY FRIENDS!
One day the girl was chatting with me in the QQ[same as MSN,QQ we use in china], she said,"Can we be friends?"
"How come you are asking this?"
i asked"Because i don't think you are treating me as your friends." she said.
So the first question come to my mind is"It's my fault."
"You didn't do anything wrong,I left you out?"
"Okay..fine...be friends"i replied.
As she wants to be friends with me, both of us needs to treasure our friendship so that it will last long.
I sms her and asked her how was she doing, she replied me only with few words.
If i didn't take the intiative to sms her,she will not sms me.....
Hence, my decision is, if she doesn't care about this friendship,and i've already given her chance, but she doesn't know how to treasure it.
Till now, i think she do not know the fault she made.....

To be continued..............好朋友

Friday, April 11, 2008

Pictorial Post

Here are the photos taken during Mia Musica 2008,29 March.
A meaningful day.....
Do enjoy the photos.......
From Right:Hui jun, Miao qing,Su chang,Li dan

From left:Li dan,Su chang,Miao qing and Hui jun
Pipa players2
Pipa players 1


Mq and me
Miao qing and me



Ms Lv and me
Li dan and me











she so happy take photo with ms Lv
Miao qing looks like very "fu yan" me leh
Miao qing and me


taking after the night show of mia 08

in the terrace room
Agnes hair
Kam lin and me
Li dan and me during break time


Tuesday, April 1, 2008

M00dY

Today my mood was not good.
In the morning we finished our NAPFA test 2.4km, i went swimming pool to show, after that went to school with Amanda and Ailing they all. 10.20 am we are having our e-math test.I don't think i will pass the test,cause when i doing the paper my mind wasn't clear...and i stuck at question3,and behind questions all effect by question3 lor....that's why i said that "Surprise test surprise result"
When go to lab,partner and i doing the practical, we do the whole thing wrong,because we didn't see the procedures carefully and for the question of the practical book i also don't know how to do.....BIO....I think i give up already.....Some teacher may say that if you keep work hard,one day you will be success....but...How about my BIO.....I put a lot of effort in it....practice the ass. book..but what the poor result i get....
After dismissed,i go and find teacher,and i put my bag on the bench which is outside the staff room,and teacher also come out then,so i ask my friend to take care my bag,she refused to do that,do you know what she said"don't want lar...you take care of yourself.You can move you bag to the table there." When she said she do not want to take care my bag, i already a bit angry,cause i need to take a lot of things and talking to teacher just about 10minutes,why you cannot take care of my bag?When i heard she said that i turn back, go and take my bag by myself, and during that moments my tears already welled-up inside my eyes,but i controlled my feeling cause i am still in school......so i said my mood is not good....when my mood was not good ...i could easily cry......and i am a 3motional girl.....